Swallow Your Dreams - Clowns

They say you can trust what comes from the ground but I know better than that

now.

And that you only use 10% of your brain, but in this new consciousness I swear

that I have used more.

Swiped sideways the curtain and witnessed a war

Where an A-bomb has been dropped in my head and the shape of its cloud has left

an imprint

that won’t recover and won’t be the same again.

Just cos it’s in your head

Doesn’t mean it’s not real.

What is real?

What am I?

I’m slowly but surely losing my mind.

Thinking psychotic thoughts,

I’d follow them out if I wasn’t impaired.

My skin is melting.

I want it off, I need it off, I’ll scratch it off.

This is the new me now with my broken, second hand mind.

Traumatised,

paralysed and hypnotised.

Just cos it’s in your head

doesn’t mean it’s not real.

Doesn’t mean it is not happening.

It’s your worst nightmare.

From how silly you have been with psilocybin, now swallow your dreams.

You gotta let your mind

Develop before you expand it.

You gotta learn to let it… go