I Wanna Feel Again - Clowns

I wake up everyday with a hole in my head and chest

I need to feel something so I burn my arm on a cigarette

But if you said you were cold, I’d set myself on fire

And try and use your existence to feel inspired, once again

You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?

I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again

I went and saw my GP and they said my brain has a cold

Try to get some rest and use this medicine, to make the feelings go

They told me «Stevie, your issues will amplify

If you continue to allow environments where they thrive»

You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?

I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again

Don’t hang out in wrong crowds or walk around at night, I was taught

But, there is irony in that I’m most unsafe at home with my own thoughts

You know I hate your guts, but you’re my one true friend?

I swear I won’t give up, I wanna feel again

I’m sitting up on my roof

Looking out over Brunswick Street

And looking down, wondering

Hoping

Tomorrow will come and get me outta my head