Renee (Momma) - Page Kennedy

I gotta find a way-ay, to talk about-out

My prob-lems with my mama

And my situation is infiltrating

My heart strings and it’s dra-ma

And I don’t really know what else to do

'Cause I done feel I play my part

I know you s’pose to live and forgive

But it’s hard, hard

Dear mama, wait a minute

Probably should call you Renee

'Cause at the end of the day you sent me away

Abandoned me from my childhood to adulthood

Never felt good, not to feel good

The love everyone else would

And to get to your future

You gotta get through your past

And let me get through it fast

Deal with these issuesat last

And my glass is half full, but half pass

A monkey’s ass, a lonely mask is my only past

I feel like I ain’t have no mama

'Cause she wasn’t like no mama

And I deserve a mama

So why’s Renee my mama

And if you had my mama

Then you would know my mama

And you will fell my drama

Don’t call Renee my mama

Where should I begin, here is the opening

There is no hoppin' when emotions is soaking in

I grew up in a household

That was so out cold, that I couldn’t sprout grow

Trapped in this mouse hole, no cheese but block

Two of us chubb rock, roach eggbuck shots in my cereal box

Mayonnaise sandwiches 'cause that’s all I could reach

Bed bugs in my seats crawling all on my sheets gave me the creeps

And yeah we was pour but for sure wouldn’t matter

If mama came thru the door but she didn’t

It was the hiding, or maybe she forbidden to come home

I’m sitting all alone, this kitchen is non existent

This itching is really pissing me off

And these mean germs is called the ringworms

I worry 'bout my health

I really hope the neighbors come and help

But they struggling, they self my mama

I feel like I ain’t have no mama

'Cause she wasn’t like no mama

And I deserve a mama

So why’s Renee my mama

And if you had my mama

Then you would know my mama

And you will fell my drama

Don’t call Renee my mama

I feel like I ain’t have no mama

'Cause she wasn’t like no mama

And I deserve a mama

So why’s Renee my mama

And if you had my mama

Then you would know my mama

And you will fell my drama

Don’t call Renee my mama

'Cause of you know I’m consciously constantly cautious

Of course you should’ve had an abortion or orphaned me off

To the awesomest parent which you did

My pops so I give you the props

But soon as you came back, was still on that dang crack

And really the man fact

My anger was aimed at the people that sold it to you

They were my order pupils, I was despiteful

You copped from my friends back in high school

How you think it make me feel while you sitting making sells

When I’m in the house, on the couch, trying to fake it well

'Member when you pulled the gun out on me

I called the police and they took me to jail for with no one to tell

So it festered inside of me, it felt like sodomy

You claiming you love me, but you don’t, ma don’t lie to me

Why the hell I gotta be the buttof so many jokes

From many folks pointing the finger like Arsenio

I can’t have a relationship with a girl, I don’t trust 'em

All I do is fuck 'em, and dust 'em

And I think they go leave me, so I do the leaving

They claimed they need me, but I don’t believe 'em

I feel like sneeze guard

I ain’t wearing my emotions on my sleeves, not at all

I ain’t go show at all

I’mma just blow it off, hide my emotions

Deep inside the ocean, wither away like the Olsen twins

I gotta find a way to forgive you

And live thru all my issues

Cry me a river, I need a bridge and tissue