Warpaint - Mac Lethal

Every morning when I wake up, a couple seconds go by

Where I can’t remember that my heart is broken, and I can’t feel the pain inside

Suddenly it fucking hits me, I am a loser, a loner, a weirdo

When no one on the planet gets me

It’s breakfast time, I need whiskey

These drugs don’t even get me high anymore (High anymore)

I am so bad at goodbyes, that it just isn’t worth saying «Hi» anymore

Live by the sword, die by the sword!

Liv by the ring, die by divorce!

I’d rathr lie by the shore, 'til the undertow grabs me

And pulls with the mightiest force

And I’m writing a portrait about my life

I’ve been so frightened then tortured, confined by the corners

Inside of my mind, it’s so violent and morbid

I’m saying goodbye, it’s my final performance

I’m leaving, goodbye, it’s over, I’m done

I no longer have the will to run

Maybe I should blow my fuckin' brains out with the gun

Go 'head quit on me and walk away, I guess we’re done

All my tears just washed the warpaint right up off my face

Freefall off the planet, freeze to death in outer space

I hope that help is on the way

Stranded in the ocean, I’ve been drowning now for days

If someone finds me, maybe they will throw me down a rope

I wrap it round my neck and let it go, so I can choke

Maybe I should blow my fuckin' brains out with the gun

Go 'head quit on me and walk away, I guess we’re done

All my tears just washed the warpaint right up off my face

Freeze to death in outer space

Broken from shame, I took a razor and opened a vein

I am so numb, didn’t notice the pain

We could not settle our differences, because we both are the same

Traces of blood in the snow and the rain, I’m so fuckin' hopeless

Vultures are circling me while I wrote this

I’m losing my grip, and I’m close to insane

I know that you picture the future without me

I know that you think you’ll be truthfully happy

I know that you think there is probably somebody better for you

So just take our fuckin' future, shred it in two

Extinguish my flames when sparks fly

A flower can’t grow under a dark sky

Every time I feel my heart die (Heart die)

I make my art cry and I’m (Art cry and I’m, art cry and I’m)

Maybe I should blow my fuckin' brains out with the gun

Go 'head quit on me and walk away, I guess we’re done

All my tears just washed the warpaint right up off my face

Freefall off the planet, freeze to death in outer space

I hope that help is on the way

Stranded in the ocean, I’ve been drowning now for days

If someone finds me, maybe they will throw me down a rope

I wrap it 'round my neck and let it go, so I can choke

I swear to fuckin' God, sometimes I feel like I am just a victim of my own

psyche

I swear to fuckin' God, that every single day I try to tell myself I don’t like

me

You ain’t gotta leave the house today

Fuck seeing people, fuck seeing the sun

Deep on the inside, my feelings are numb

And I hold in the smoke, 'til it eats through my lungs

And you looking at a person that’s so damaged demonic

I need a glass of ocean water, and an anti-psychotic

And I don’t care about the money, and the fame of the commerce

I fantasized about the day that I can let go with the drama

That’s what’s squeezing out my lungs, that put calluses on my hard feet ​

All that agony has been calcified in my heartbeat

Battle on, we went from being sinners in Babylon

And now we at the end of the house-ion

I never asked to exist, how the fuck could I feel passion for this?

If I am not scared to death, why the fuck am I so scared to taking an actual

risk?

There’s so much love and compassion inside me

Instead of attacking and fighting my actual enemies

I’d rather smash through the bricks, until I crack both my fists

Maybe I should blow my fuckin' brains out with a gun

Go 'head quit on me and walk away, I guess we’re done

All my tears just washed the warpaint right up off my face

Freefall off the planet, freeze to death in outer space

I hope that help is on the way

Stranded in the ocean, I’ve been drowning now for days

If someone finds me, maybe they will throw me down a rope

I wrap it 'round my neck and let it go, so I can—