I Die Slow - Mac Lethal

I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

They try to say that life is fast, man, life ain’t fast

All these cars around the road that I can’t pass

Speeding directly at the wall, hoping I won’t crash

No matter how strong the drugs are, the high won’t last

I’m so terrified of negative emotions

That I numbed myself with sedatives and potions

I’ve repressed so many quotes, and they were never even spoken

Now depression is exploding deep inside of me

And everything is broken, holy fuck!

That’s the reason people get addicted to dope

There’s something hurting inside, and they can’t fix it with hope

Yeah, I’m tryna glue the pieces back together

If you stare into the void, then you can see me cracked from pressure

If I can give you any advice

Death happens one time, then life is over, you ain’t living it twice

I hope you living it like, you know that one day your heart will bust

Even the son is gonna die and turn dust

I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

Can you imaging falling in love with the person that seems so perfect?

You’d think they were made for you

You’ll have a wedding ceremony, all your friends and family come

And then you buy a house, and have a kid, maybe even two

Then everything changes

And it’s like you ain’t never met this person before

Things are worse than before

Listen to me newlyweds, let me get it through your head

Y’all can have a good marriage, or this could be you instead

They got married, they had children

He stopped caring 'bout his physical appearance

She started bitching, he never listens

He never helps her with the laundry or the kitchen

He never helps her with the child of course

She gets home from work with a smile that’s forced

They filed for divorce, most married people do

You gotta work together, or they could be us

I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow (Nah, not us)

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow (Don't let that be us)

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

I die, I die slow

As you can hear from this album, I had a very difficult challenging last couple

of years

And wanna tell you;

therapy helped, communication helped

So if you feel like your marriage or your relationship is absolutely dying,

it’s not dead yet

Bring it back to life, work together, you can do it

We did it