The Therapist - Mac Lethal

What brings you here today?

I got your number from a friend of mine

I was hoping you could help me stop obsessing 'bout the end of time

All of my regrets and the mistakes I made

Every single mountain that I didn’t climb

And why the only time I feel this when I’m sniffing lines

And when I wake up in the morning I start sipping wine

And why I walk around with this fuckin' smile on my face

When I know deep inside shit isn’t fine

When you say it isn’t fine, what you mean?

Every single moment in my life I wanna scream

Everybody tells me that I won’t be happy 'til I chase my dreams

But what are my dreams?

What is that mean?

They tell something that I’m passionate about

But honestly I’m not passionate about a thing

I think in extremes, my blood and my tears filtered to the same stream

I’ve turned to a machine

You feelings make sense, tell me about your father?

Okay, you have a really lovely office

I’m serious, tell me about your dad?

I love this couch, it’s so beautiful in plaid

Does the topic of your father make you upset?

Ah, yes!

The only thing he’s ever care about is success

To be honest, I don’t think he’s ever watched the sunset

What about your mom?

What about my mom?

She spend her fuckin' life tryna disassemble a bomb

Every other week, she’s on a new medication that make her calm

And she’s always tryna make me read psalms

I thought that I’d be happy when I found love

But I just wanna tear it down from the ground-up

Have your parents ever told you that they proud of you?

Of course not!

I don’t even know what they be proud of

Will you clean the blood off my soul?

I’m in pain!

Will you clean the blood off my soul?

I’m in pain!

Okay, talk about your love life

I’d say it’s just neglect, a lot of toxic behavior and disrespect

I let people get close, then I disconnect, then I twist their neck

I’m like a multiple choice quiz, where every single answer is incorrect

What you mean?

This is heartlessness, it’s where the darkness is

My ex said that I’m a narcissist, I’d like to think that I’m an arsonist

I burn it all down

Acting like I’m independent when I’m codependent

I just wanna close and end it, but I always leave it open-ended

Man I’m over this shit

Women take my heart, and they fold and twist it

And make me feel pain, I didn’t know existed

I’m so sadistic, so kill me and leave me with an open casket

I’m not a hopeless romantic, I’m hopeless, that’s it!

So do you think about death a lot?

It’s all I ever fuckin' do

I hear different voices in my head saying bad things about me

I swear to God that all of it is fuckin' true

I’d be lying if I said that last few years had been anything other than awful

Toxic, depressing, painful, and hostile

Take a Kleenex, blood is coming out your nostrils

Will you clean the blood off my soul?

I’m in pain!

Will you clean the blood off my soul?

I’m in pain!