Feeling Something Bad... - Ellise

How can I say what I wanna say

Never learned how to really speak my mind

Let me get a word in I

Guess my brain doesn’t think I should try

Count up to 10 and play it on rewind

How do I say what I’m tryna say

When I can’t even look you in the eye?

This is difficult

Wanna be your pretty baby, centerfold

(I don’t know)

I sound delusional

But when we kissed you gave an inch, I took a mile

And I see you when I sleep, please don’t hate me

If I bring this to the light, am I crazy?

Think I might be feeling something bad

Do I want it bad enough to ask

Maybe my obsessions drive me mad

Think I might be feeling something bad

Making me sick and my stomach hurts

Grab my hand, I don’t wanna let go

Sorry if my cheeks turn red

Blood is pumping, I stare at the floor

Count up to 10 and now I want it more

Touch me again and my skin burns

I don’t like that I like it tho

This is difficult

Let me be your little baby, have it all

(Is it wrong?)

I sound delusional

But when you kiss me envision something beautiful

And I see you in my dreams, please don’t hate me

If I let the words come out, I’ll sound crazy

Think I might be feeling something bad

Do I want it bad enough to ask

Maybe my obsessions drive me mad

Think I might be feeling something bad

Think I might be feeling something bad

Do I want it bad enough to ask

Maybe my obsessions drive me mad

Think I might be feeling something bad

How do I say what I’m tryna say

When I can’t even look you in the eye?