Chaotic - Ellise

Looked in his eyes, I saw a God

From the first night I knew he was dangerous

Arms out to hand him my love, it isn’t worth it

He only loves drugs, yeah, I know

You’re mine, I couldn’t be the one to forget you

Don’t let me go so easily, I won’t let you

This evil show, you’re crushing pills up in my bedroom

Its evil, so we’ll dance for hours in a red room

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don’t want another option

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting

Kissing me like he means it, but it’s plastic

I don’t care, I want it toxic and just a little chaotic

Don’t wanna open my mouth, he’s sitting right there

But somehow my words won’t come out

Stay on his good side and pout, or risk the whole thing

His mood swings knock me to the ground

Don’t lie, you know there’s nothing I can do to change you

So save my time, you never wanted me to blame you

I’m lost, I’m blind

Suck the life out, I won’t shame you

You know your crimes but you hold me

I’m your angel

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don’t want another option

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting

Kissing me like he means it, but it’s plastic

I don’t care, I want it toxic and just a little chaotic

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don’t want another option