Half Hour - Yumi Zouma

I walk around for one half hour

My thinking’s clear at night

In all the walls I think I hear you

Soothing all the time

I’ve been let off of work today

But all my plans are flakes

You’re scared and it’s feels unfair

But maybe I’ll be brave

I think I’ll need you when I die

When I’ve got no one on my side

I think about it all the time and I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I’ll scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours like

We’re falling and high

I think about it all the time

When I leave you it won’t be a clean goodbye

I never found that stead refusal

Like gritted through my teeth

You give me time for when I’m sinking

When I fail to please

Fighting off your lack of prowess

You smell like cigarettes

Reminded me of what you withdrew

When I hedged my bets

Slow down

Show me what you’ve seen

No I can’t think of you

I’ll only stay so you’ll feel ok

But maybe I should move

I think I’ll need you when I die

When I’ve got no one on my side

I think about it all the time and I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I’ll scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours

Like we’re falling and high

I think about it all the time

When I leave you it won’t be a clean goodbye

Heard you say

You’ve gotta stay home

We’ve gotta stay cold

All in vain you got me

But I can’t tell if you are trying or not

I think I’ll need you when I die

When I’ve got no one on my side

I think about it all the time and I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I’ll scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours

Like we’re falling and high

I think about it all the time

When I leave you it won’t be a clean goodbye