SZNS - Xavier Weeks

It ain’t easy

I been lost, I been lost, I been lost

Had to pick up the pieces

If I did, then I did it for love

And it’s the seasons

All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh

Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care

I’m in L.A. tryna get mines

I done played this ho for like the sixth time

Phone calls from mom, if I’m alright

Told mom, «We good, I’ll be all fine»

And I had to be the one just to make it out

If you with me one night, gotta make it count

Had to sing, fuck school, fuck a cap and gown

I’m up, I can see why they hatin' now

Sometimes, I been high, I been right, yeah, on my mind, yeah

And I can’t lie, like, this ain’t my last time

Girl in the area, she tryna just ruin my life

Gotta live my life, it can’t be yours, I’m on that time

It ain’t easy

I been lost, I been lost, I been lost

Had to pick up the pieces

If I did, then I did it for love

And it’s the seasons

All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh

Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care

Slow down, bitch, I was chosen, I ain’t wanna be a leader

Playin' with these hoes, like I’m playin' with these cards

Blowin' up in the city, I’m the neighborhood star

And I know I can’t love, so I love from afar

They say, «How you doin'?»

I don’t know where to start

Sixty days straight, I been goin' too hard

And you been with the fishes, while I’m swimmin' with the sharks

And I ain’t do it for me, I do it for Seattle

So this clout shit, it really don’t matter

Turn up for Pierre, 'cause my pockets gettin' fatter

Gave him the stars, I done gave him a platter

Girl in the area, she tryna just ruin my life

Gotta live my life, it can’t be yours, I’m on that time

It ain’t easy

I been lost, I been lost, I been lost

Had to pick up the pieces

If I did, then I did it for love

And it’s the seasons

All the phases I been through made me get right here, oh

Right over there or right over here, well, I don’t really care