Demolition man - Von Benzo

You wanted me to be there, but I was so far away

My head was so far from clear and I had nothing to say

???

so you can’t be defined

So I guess I’m the one, the only one that is me

But I am seriously doubting that it’s the right way to see

Kill my mind so ???

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to

Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don’t, I’m telling you

And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try

But it just feels so good

I wake up, I get lost, I’m in a frozen mistake

Lost in time, can’t get fine, got too much feelings to take

Kill my mind so I can ???

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to

Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don’t, I’m telling you

And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try

But it just feels so good

Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to

Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don’t, I’m telling you

And I try my best to hide, yes I try and I try

Left me on my knees, and I only shiver

Take my breath from me, time is the enemy

And I don’t believe, that I could be the ???

Still not feeling free

And I don’t think you can handle anymore of me