Downtime Misery - Vision Of Disorder

I want to hang me from the bedroom walls

I often tell it to God

I lost myself among the arizona sun

Only find that there is no one

I’ve been ripping myself into pieces

It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed

I want to crawl into the closet hole

I gotta face it alone

I want to hear the sound of the shotgun blast

As i’m delivered to the black

I’ve been ripping myself into pieces

It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed

Out in my car, took it too far

Ran from the lady

Now I’ll kick out my teeth

Lose all my sleep

Been down in crazy

Ran out of time

Ran out of lies

I’ll be fine

I’ve been ripping myself into pieces

It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed