nightlight - unknxwn.

I looked everywhere for something that I should of found in myself

I’ve created my own life’s hell

I’m the sinner, I’m the saint

I’m the thought you hate to think

I’m so lost, I’m in a maze

Be better off inside a grave

Alpha/Omega, fuck thinking that shit

It don’t make it no better when I feel like shit

I just feel deader when I’m in the grips

Of a hand I reached out to when I need a lift

Cause if I need help, then I feel like I failed

I’m in debt to the things that I felt

Well oh well, I’m stuck here anyway

What’s the point of complaining when I know I’m gonna fade?

I thought you would save me from myself

But now you’re deaf to my crys for help

Baby where’d you go?

You left me so fucking alone

Hot inside my chest the night you left, I lost my breath girl

But I guess it’s best, I’m still a mess, you were my damn world

Such a shame that you didn’t tell the truth to me

I can’t feel the same for you if you don’t feel the same for me

Make a fool of me, I’ma make a fool of you

You can really rest in peace when I’m really done with you

What’s got into me?

I think that’s got something to do

With how you just fucked with me when I never fucked with you

I should just calm down, I should just let go

But you still come 'round right when I get close

Then I just forget all the pain that you inflict

Then you say «It's a bad day» and ghost me again

Cycle repeats like clockwork

I just act like that I’m not hurt

Even right after I got hurt

Some of these girls are so nice

But none of them make me feel like her

Wish you were here on these cold nights

I swear all my songs are about her

She caught me when I fell

Without her I’m not that well

I’m not sure if I can tell

When I need to say farewell

Cause she don’t make me fine

But without her I would of died

I’m not sure if I will find

Anything like that no time

Why’d you have to lie when I asked you bout that guy?

I thought you were not that type, what a waste of fucking time

Want you out my life, hold up, scratch that, never mind

Can’t believe with what you’ve done my love for you is still alive