Crude Sunlight - tweaker, Jennifer Charles

careful, they think i’m sleeping

if i could just trick this machine

oh god, who are they

and what does it mean

no i can’t let them touch me and i can’t let them see

crack in the wall

the only place i can crawl for safety

i’m crawling inside

but i’ve still got to know

why am i afraid to go had i slipped into the wrong door

even though it felt so fine

crude sunlight rolling through my window

telling me it’s not your time

and still the voices calling

c’mon

crack in the wall

the only place i can crawl to safety

when i was dead

three headless voices that said they loved me such a love was blinding

there i can’t fall

and the floor is the wall i’m scaling

gonna give them all the slip

i’ve had it

i’ve got to abandon ship

never gonna go back there

never gonna go back there

the last minute

i’ve got to abandon ship

shivering under a wave

another lonely seasons slave

i’ve had it

i’ve got to abandon it let me start all over again

this couldn’t be the end

there’s something i’ve got to say