save me - Tothegood, thebreathingbackwards

I don’t think there’s anybody left to save me

Barricaded in my head and I can’t break free

I fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy

I say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

I been up and I been down I feel em both

I got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, I don’t float

I been craving something more, why can’t i back what I promote

Am I creating value, nope, and I been running low on hope

So let’s pretend that I control whats in my skin

Like I’m falling back in line without a care of tearing thin

If I hit the hay I’ll meet tomorrow with an honest grin

But I’m too terrified of shaking so I’ll stay awake in sin

Let me breathe, capture air, I exhale and don’t ask why

Because I know that any breath could be my last before I die

Maybe one day I’ll be fine and I can write just what I like

But until then imma ground myself in fear before I cry

And I don’t know if I’ll survive the static in my sleep

But imma go until I find the undertow that pulls me deep

Imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea

And when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

And I don’t think that anyone can save me

Been barricaded in my head and I can’t break free

I fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy

I say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me