Afraid - The New Low

I fall asleep with my eyes wide open

So I won’t miss a thing

Only God knows that I am broken

Only problem is we don’t speak

(Don't let me die alone)

My mind is black but my dreams are golden

Tell me, what does it mean?

Are we lost to the lives we’ve chosen?

Born to die with no meaning

The longer it has, it grows inside of me

I am afraid

The darkness comes in waves, its suffocating me

I am afraid

Will I find my purpose or the person I should be?

I’m imperfect and trapped

I’m mostly a man who’s prone to mistakes

Afraid to feel love or feel too closely

I’m scared to know that my heart break

I am afraid

The darkness comes in waves, its suffocating me

I am afraid

Will I find my purpose or the person I should be?

I built up walls to keep from feeling too close

But now I’m terrified to face this on my own

Words mean next to nothing when your fear’s in control

So when the darkness comes, dont let me die alone

I am afraid

The darkness comes in waves, its suffocating me

I am afraid

Will I find my purpose or the person I should be?