A Million Words - The Gardener & The Tree

Led my heart into the night

I know it was a millions times that

That I was lost inside my head

And didn’t know which way I was to go

A need for time alone

Rules I told myself to mind

I now it took a millions tries

To loosen up and really show that

I wasn’t just the man you thought you owned

Wasn’t all just flesh and bones

Days were I was broken down

I know there were a million ways to light a fire

In this heart of mine

But I let it be and ended up astray

Was the worst I ever did

I don’t need forgiveness on a day like this

Give me you rejection and the time to miss

A million different words that I could have said

But I just keep 'em quiet cause I know it’s sad

Back out in the time apart

I never thought it’d come this far

But I was back where I started from

With the wooden doors and no windows to the road

When we wanted to get old

Every time I went away I thought about you night and day

I was caught in a rusted cage that I got myself when I was young at age

You always thought it strange

The things I said brought you to tears

I never meant to do you harm

What I really do regret

Where the times I didn’t say

And the things I never did

I don’t need forgiveness on a day like this

Give me you rejection and the time to miss

A million different words that I could have said

But I just keep 'em quiet cause I know it’s sad

Thought found millions words to lift you up

And make me whole

You stayed

You stayed

Every time I fight the night

I feel the best would be to just let go

Let go

Throw away those broken things

And take your time as

again

I really hope you do

She said «Take you heart, your millions words

And all my love

Cause I won’t be yours again

And I might miss those days

Those million times I hold you close

And I hoped you stayed forever

I really thought you would

And we should save our souls

Our hearts of gold

And live our lives as our parents told us, so

It’s time to say goodbye