With No Hope - The Convalescence

I stare with hopeless eyes, inside my mind I’ve already died

It feels like my heart is now turning to dust

All that I’ve built is now starting to rust

Covered in blood how will I survive?

I can’t explain how I’m even alive

It feels like my heart is now turning to dust

All that I’ve built is now rust

All that I’ve built is now starting to rust

Uncovering the truth of everything that I’ve ever believed in

We’re being force-fed lies all the time

My heart beating, misleading

Chasing after something that was never there

I’m screaming, you’re bleeding

A life lost and no one would ever care

I stare with hopeless eyes, inside my mind I’ve already died

It feels like my heart is now turning to dust

All that I’ve built is now starting to rust

Covered in blood how will I survive?

I can’t explain how I’m even alive

It feels like my heart is now turning to dust

All that I’ve built is now dead

Dead and buried.

The thought of life is like starting to suffocate

Dead.

Dead and buried.

Like a memory fading in time

I’m alive.

Pulling myself through barbed wire

I’m still alive.

I set this trap for myself with no hope

Bury me.

Bury me in this grave that I dug for myself with no hope

There’s no hope left in me