Heaven - The Carrier

Heaven is not a place on my mind

I’m just controlled by the other things inside

God’s the only one who can judge me

I haven’t met him yet so you can take a seat

My mind is racing

Eyes in a haze

But I’m still controlled

By other things

Born into a world that doesn’t feel

Born into a world that barely seems real

Born into a world that will never see

The lies in the ways that we live

My only hope is that one day this world will open its eyes and see

My only hope is that one day this world will recognize… recognize me

I know what I have to do

But knowing’s not enough

I know what I have to do

But how do I keep messing up?

Everyday I keep making

The same mistake

Everyday that I wake

I keep making the same mistakes

Burn the houses that use to be homes

Because I’m not living for tomorrow

Burn the houses that use to be home

Because I’m not living for tomorrow