Misery - The Autumn Offering

So many times

Fucked up

Been stuck

Too many lies

To keep locked up

I’ve made these mistakes

For that I’ll pay

You wait and see

Self destruction

Seems to be

The only way

The truth are lies in me

Anger leads misery

I’ll try so hard to

Change from day to day

Falling back is all I know

This book

Is broken upon

The time of death

Is chosen

Falling down

No turning back now

I’ve tried so hard

Through the years

I tried so hard

But only failed

Feels like I’m always

Stuck in here

My mind this hell

I feel it’s time

To make a change

This time we’ll see

I’ll say to you

Don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath

You will regret

I’ve made an attempt

For that I should

Make a change

Self destruction lies

I know what you want

I cannot be what you want