Under the Weight of My Sorrow I Crawl - Tantal

I count empty days and stare to nowhere,

So tired to search for shelter… endless sorrow.

My spirit is broken.

Another day I live unknowing where to go,

Another useless try, another vague hope…

Another vague hope…

Pointless life… this is my burden,

I crawl on my knees.

Haven’t anything to climb to.

I go to the abyss.

Loosing and finding again, this is eternal fight.

I need to gain control over my life.

Journey of the fugitive mind.

I want explore the boundaries but fear embraces me.

And now I blame myself for lost opportunities…

Lost opportunities…

Pointless life… this is my burden,

I crawl on my knees.

Haven’t anything to climb to.

I go to the abyss.

One day I built the wall, and now I realize that this was my grave.

There were only you outside to help me live my life.

Please, lend me helping hand.

And walls are getting closer, and time passes fast,

There won’t be the second chance.

Release me from the past.

I’m pleading… pleading, God… but silence is outside.

Years go to the nothingness…

Under the weight of my sorrow I crawl…