Dear Joan - Tabitha's Secret

Dear joan

I’ve almost forgotten, the pane in the window

Blue dress in the doorway

Dear joan

Help me remember, the face i forget

And the traps that i’ve sprung

I guess i’ve grown tired, it’s just what’s expected of me To tear your heart from the inside to the outside

You know i was wired, i just couldn’t help it The hundred thousand times i hurt you

Dear joan, i wanted to say

That i’m sorry for the screaming last night

And the nights before

Well i’ve wanted more from this

Than anything i’ve ever known

Dear joan

Dear joan

Your face has a brightness that i’ve never seen

In the years that i’ve known you

Dear joan

I pick up the pieces, but some scattered too far

You say they flew when i kicked them

I know you believed when i said it was over

You stood by me patiently waiting and broading

So deeply in love with every face that i’ve shown

Once i forgive, twice i’m a fool, three times i wrapped my hands around your

neck

While you’re sleeping, you’re quietly sleeping, sleeping and dreaming

Dear joan

Don’t walk out the doorway

Because if you did

I believe i could honestly kill you