That's Only Me - Struggle da Preacher

Once i am there i am going nowhere

Now i am nowhere, came from my baddest nightmare

I’m at the point to decide what i’m gonna do

Gonna fade away right here or tryna something new

Life marked me with bruise, but never broke me yet

So i got strengths to go, what the fuck i await?

What is the difference it make — either die without tryin here

Or die tryna go and take it

I’m gonna make it, facin all difficulties

Fuck all my haters, financial crisis

I know what i die for

Rather than sit and wait knowin that you dyin out son

A gun is a gun, a word is a word

My word is a bond but it’s a bullet that put you in dirt

There are so many things in life that hurt

Those who were the last on one day they gonna be first

Only me in my life though you can take it away

Only her whom i love, now let me make you upset

My body’s subject to your bullet on the way from hell

You can’t take my soul even if you try your best

That’s only me in my life though you can take it away

Only her whom i love, now let me make you upset

My body’s subject to your bullet on the way from hell

You can’t take my soul even if you try your best, son

Suicide is a suicide

You never know the death you die though you can set up

A scenario to affect the end

You never know if it fuck up or help you out

You may face different life from the one you planned

You know everything takes a risk sometimes u gotta bend

To take a win;

Scream if you’re scared but just keep going

So i’m going, facing my fears

I am self motivated, taking responsibilities

Life ain’t play, though they used to say

Life is a struggle, i got no time for games

We waste alot of time pretend to be someone

We turn our 30's with owing nothing

But them loans to pay and kids to raise

What do you call life in lost paper chase