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I am done being the selfless boy I’m told I once was

Because nothing makes an asshole out of one more than love

And on that truth, I’m dependent while I claim my independence

I refuse to speak my mind

I am a freak of my own kind

Too tired, too tired for anything

And nearing the bitter end of a weak and fraying string

Holding my indifference as a sign of my existence

I am wholly what I lack, so fuck this shitty track (?)

I tried

But fuck trying when

There’s just doing

And succeeding

There’s just «proving it»

There’s just living up to shit

I’m so sick of it

I’m so sick of it