Daddy's Little Girl - Speech Debelle

Daddy I think I love you cause I hate you so much that I must love you

I put mommy above you

cause she played her position and loved me unconditionally like you never have

I wasn’t that bad I wasn’t no Damien child the only way I could have been is

cause you birth me

Hurt me scarred me so deeply I have trouble committing to any man cause I think

he’s gonna leave me Like you left me and mommy every birthday to see you would

make me so happy

One day in the year and you couldn’t come check me to busy to come check me

The way you affect me I’m constantly fighting to not affect me

I thought it was cool it didn’t bother me I only realise like last week

I was talking to Shorts about slush puppies he mentioned my father and were was

he

Subconsciously my head tilted like a lover that’s been jilted

I speak painfully whenever I think of you my eyes start to squint whenever I

vision you

Like the visions I see are visions of evil

But still I could be wrong in my visions of what your like

But I can’t really remember what you look like

I am daddies little girl

That makes me tough

He never held my hand

I am daddies little girl

That makes me tough

I hope you can understand

Have you never considered your old age flipping through the papers for the

racing page

Looking at pennies to put a bet up in the bookies

Looking at women but too old for the nookie

Can’t get a cookie out of any cookie jar your spars them pass on long time star

Wish you could spar with the spar them ca white rum by yourself it just cant

get you charged

Looked upon by youths who pass you and barge like old man move these

premonitions I give to you

Without any charge that’s free old boy like a hug from you old boy

Like a kiss any the cheek saying how was school old boy or happy birthday me

old boy

But still you’re an old boy grey hair fill your head like an old man

When your hands them a shake who’s gonna hold your hand

I guess it will be one of my eight siblings yea eight six different mothers

straight

I didn’t grow with them I hardly know them my flesh and my blood to me that’s

heart breaking

I wanna link them I hope they patience and ovastanding

To know when I’m standing face to face with them I feel abandoned

I see my father in the eyes and I just can’t stand him