Like I Used To - Siv Jakobsen

In the blankets, in the sheets, on my bed

I can feel you holding back, going red

From all the lies and the words that you hide

There’s a boulder on your chest from the weight

Of the words that you keep to yourself

I am staring at your back, you are staring on the wall

You don’t love me like you used to

You don’t love me like you used to

And I don’t love you like I used to

I love you too much

Your silence reeks of cheating, reeks of her

I can sense her in your mouth on my neck

And in your screaming at the mention of her name

And your anger spills like bullets to my brain

Like an animal in fright I’m insane

And I run for cover from your aim in your arms

You don’t love me like you used to

You don’t love me like you used to

And I don’t love you like I used to

I love you too much

So I stick my brain in the sand

Watch me fold

Watch me wither

I stick my brain in the sand

Watch me fold

Watch me fold

Watch me fold

You don’t love me like you used to

You don’t love me like you used to

And I don’t love you like I used to

I love you too much