iHate - Sik World

Always workin' and I never kick my feet up

50 million views and haters try to act

Like they ain’t seen 'em

But I’m grindin' till I headline

And I’ma sell out areans

I’m not stoppin' till I meet Drake

And I get placed on a feature

How could you ball

If you’re always sittin' on the bleachers

Wake up, write, record, sleep

That is the procedure

There’s too many followers

And there’s not enough leaders

Said there’s too much followers

And there’s not enough leaders

Girls are tryna fuck me now

Cause they thinkin' that I’m on

But if my buzz diminished then

I know she’ll be gone

I be rappin' 'bout my ex

Now she thinkin' she the one

Who can heal my broken heart

But oh girl you’re hella wrong, yeah

I’m in a weird place

But I’m stayin' strong

Because the road ahead of me

Lookin' hella long

Everytime I’m in the room

I feel like I don’t belong

I was feelin' insecure

Right after I wrote this song

Cause I hate I don’t love myself

I hate that I want you so bad

I hate that I gotta be everything

That everybody says that I can’t

And if you were inside my head

Then you’d understand what I go through

Imagine everybody

Knowin' who you are

But nobody out there

Really knows you

Lately I feel like

The world’s tryna test me

Lately it feels like my ex

Tryna stress me

Why does it feel like

Everyone’s against me

Why does it feel like

They’re just tryna end me

So many reasons to smile

So why can’t I do it

They say it’s in my mind

Then why can’t I get through it

I heard that they criticise

So now I question music

And one day I feel alive

The next I’m feeling useless

I’m only human

If I’m so handsome

Why am I feeling self-conscious

If I know I can’t change

Why do I make the promise

If I am so popular

Then why am I in my apartment

Alone

If I’m so real

Then let me just be honest

Cause I hate I don’t love myself

I hate that I want you so bad

I hate that I gotta be everything

That everybody says that I can’t

And if you were inside my head

Then you’d understand what I go through

Imagine everybody

Knowin' who you are

But nobody out there

Really knows you