Two - Shortly

I think I wanted to be found

In the back of a van

In the outskirts of town;

Needle in hand, liquor in my mouth

So you’d worry more

I wanted to be safe

With someone who cared

With a frown on their face

You know how I worry about everything

That I can’t control

If I’m playing God

I have to be losing

The white flag is raised and it’s burning

It’s burning around me

The girl who cried wolf when there were only

Were only puppies

Who I am now, and

Who I wanted to be

They’re two separate beings entirely

If I’m playing God

I have to be losing

And if I’m playing God

I gotta be