Growing Pains & Throwing Blame - Settle Your Scores

I swear this is gonna be the last time

That I open my heart or speak my mind

I’ve learned my lesson

I’ll never let my guard down around you again

I used to be full of positivity

But people like you ripped it out of me

Now every time I see your face

It destroys my faith in the human race

But no!

I don’t wanna be the bad guy

But I can only bite my tongue for so long

Before I choke on the blood

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder

With every year that I get older and older

My heart grows a little bit colder towards you

So think back and try to remember

A universe without you as the center

Could you even fathom the thought

Or is the empathetic side of you too far gone?

Your shattered moral compass will only lead you south

Cause it seems that something venomous rolls out

Every time you open your mouth

But no!

I don’t wanna be the bad guy

But I can only bite my tongue for so long

Before I choke on the blood

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder

With every year that I get older and older

My heart grows a little bit colder towards you

So when you’re all alone with nowhere to go

I hope you know that you’ll always have a home in hell

Along with everyone else

You’d step on my neck just to serve yourself

So go to hell

Fuck you and everyone else

It’s harsh but I’m done walking on eggshells

Just know I never meant to be the bad guy

But I can no longer bite my tongue

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder

With every year that I get older and older

My heart grows a little bit colder towards you