Fucking Wizardry - Self Esteem

We’re still texting then?

But I’m certainly not your friend

I don’t know where this began

But I know where it ends

What could you possibly be gaining

By asking how my day has been

And forwarding things that you’ve seen?

I know you want me back, I know, I know

But you, you can’t say that, 'cause you yellow

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

No one believed in you

Can’t be sure why I did do

The ex got back in touch

To be sure you couldn’t see this though

So she’s jealous of me

You should have wrote better songs, honey

Make yourself the sun

And not just be a waiting daisy

And I can see it now, I see, I see

What is was all about, and it ain’t me

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

Part of being funny is having some sincerity

And using both of them wisely

I hope one day you’ll finally see

So I’ll leave you on read

I don’t care how you feel about it

I wish you all the best

It was almost fun while it lasted

I say almost, I mean it

I say almost, I mean it

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

I cannot stress this enough

You’ll never know how to love

To learn it like this was rough

It’s not something I’m proud of

To even get near to me

Was some fucking wizardry

I ignored the warnings

But from that, I’m learning

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

My hunger times my impatience

Makes me feel reckless

So I let ya, let you be selfish

And careless with my head

I cannot stress this enough

You’ll never know how to love

To learn it like this was rough

It’s not something I’m proud of

To even get near to me

Was some fucking wizardry

I ignored the warnings

But from that, I’m learning