Look Around - Seedy

Laying on your floor at like four in the morning

Feeling super insecure about feelings assorted

And I want to make sure that you’re feeling important

And the only time I feel is when the beat is recording

And I don’t fill when I eat, that’s why I feast when I order

Now brush your teeth, go to sleep, you can reap what you brought up

Another week, cold feet and the demons you bottle

I don’t speak, no speech, just a piece of the problem

I feel weak, why’d I let it bring me down?

Looking all around my thoughts, not a thing be found

Guess a lot of what I thought is what you think of me now

But I can’t find nothing, you don’t think of me now

And so many other things that I’m thinking about

Like how the water in the stream of my dream ought to sound

But what I mean is all the things that I need when I’m down

Are hardly ever in between, they be easily found

Just look around, yeah take a look

How could somebody like me be a crook?

And who the hell pays six g’s for a hook

When I scribble down words, six minutes what it took, uh

And it’s something nice too

Neck stay cold cause that’s what the ice do

Shoulder stay cold cause I never liked you

Should I take another hit, yeah that’s what I might do, might do

And I’m, high strung better keep me taut

No such thing as an easy thought

Why the lights on better keep these off

'Fore we all stop and the beat goes soft

I feel like my energy, quarter piece of a century

Meant to be something mentally, then and until eventually

Feel like somebody sent for me, feel like it’s not the end of me

Well how’m I supposed to feel, when I feel like I’m the enemy

Selfish little kid, centerpiece of all entity

Cause in my upstairs, I’m my own damn celebrity

Bump my own tape cause I finna vibe out

Shit I lie too much, hope they never find out

I just speak, then I’m talking, guess it’s really not a problem

'Til I think about the options, caught up in my mind now

Either way, I be guessing, just the best that I can

Like every other idiot or unexceptional plan

Guess I’m not that special, a terrestrial man

Starring at comfortable walls, I got to let 'em expand