I Want It / Think You Know Interlude - S-X

This is real life in art form

Why you think I’m moving so smart for

I got two tens no dart board

Complexion looking like cardboard

If you wasn’t here from the start, don’t come around playing your part

No I am not taking part

I just ghost off in the dark like skrt (skrt, skrt)

You need to stay in your row

I stick to the people I know

I wish I did this before

They were having the paint of my soul

I’m smiling so you never know

How I really feel at a show

It’s better if you didn’t know

No this can’t be

Don’t need you round me

Just because we’re blood does not mean we are family

I don’t know ya, so I don’t owe ya

Man fuck how you feel, fuck bipolar

If everybody knows me

Then why am I so lonely

I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it

I wanna be alone, complain when I’m alone

But I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like

Introverted, turning back to my old ways

I’m not used to this, no I’m still learning

I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like

I know I ain’t right

I’m too left

I swear I can’t align

Nah I don’t care, cause this is me though

It is what it is though

I know I am miserable, I just do not like your energy bro

I think they found out where I live

I’ll take a chance on the hit

I just made a will for my kids

Cause we’re going up in the biz

And you’re not in my plans

I took a different path

I got the world in my hands, and it’s all part of the plan

If everybody knows me

Then why am I so lonely

I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it

I wanna be alone, complain when I’m alone

But I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like

Introverted, turning back to my old ways

I’m not used to this, no I’m still learning

I said I want it, I said I want it, I s-said-

I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it like

If everybody know me, I s-, know me, I s-, know me, I s-, know me

If everybody, I said I want it, I said I want it, I said I want it, I said-

If everybody know me, I s-, know me, I s-, know me

If everybody, I said I want it, I said I want it, I said-

Yeah

I remember when my father died

I never knew him though, I was probably nine

There was no tears in my mommy’s eyes

What if when you die is when you come alive

Wishing I could never feel the vibe

It hit me later on I was traumatized

Why didn’t he wanna be in my life

That’s why I always say fuck him for life

My mom had two kids with another man

That’s my sister and my brother man

I was part of another clan

Until I was a man, I didn’t understand

I was confused when I called him dad

So I started to call him that

He really was the father that I never had

And plus he calls me son, I guess he ain’t that bad (No, no, no)

I remember when I signed my deal

All this money, it felt like a mil

I blew it all, I couldn’t buy a meal

I’m going back, I’m now always uphill

Looking back at when my daughter arrived prolly couldn’t been a worse time

That no money in the past time

I wanna put my life in reverse time

Yeah that’s why I feel so connected to it

Fuck this verse.

You think you know me, that I’m the same as you

I deal with things different, same as you

You think you know me, you think you know me

But I ain’t the same as you no, no