NUMB - Ryan Oakes

I’m talking do you pay attention?

Then attention is building, I’m building aggression

I’m asking these questions, you keep me guessing

I guess I’ll stress until your breath a confession

You never mentioned the fact you run and react

The second I told you I love you but nothing above you

No, you should’ve kept me intact but you let me collapsed

What happened to hope I’m sitting here broke

Like everything I’ve been living a joke

How can I cope when I need you the most

I won’t be okay but I won’t be sore by you

Damn that shits sad i’m thinking about everything we could’ve had

You promise to fight through the bad now look we are at

I guess I’ll go and pack my bags

I still feel hopeless and broken

I’m hoping you reconsider the fate you delivered

I’m bitter and I want that option back open

I wrote and I’ve spoken and you haven’t notice

My feeling were stolen and now I’m here choking

Up tears I’ve been crying up potions and my eyes been swollen

While your close ass mind didn’t try to open up

You let that love mix with that lust

I’ve bought lies and repay trust

Lost myself and became us

See I was invested I felt protected when I was with you

I felt I was perfection now I’m neglected I’m still trying

Obsessing to get over you as a lesson

I’m broke man.

You couldn’t relate

You never could see all the fucked up shit that’s happened to me

I’ve tried and tried just happen to be

Yet another female fasten to me

I wasn’t always this way

I wasn’t always in pain now ill just sit and pray that it will go away

I feel like I’m in my grave but I’m sick of hearing you upset

Asking me, «Ryan why did you play with me?»

I won’t clean this mess there no point where you’ll be hating me

I’m sorry for the room you settled in and love you made with me just

unfortunately out of service