You Got Me So Fucked Up - Rivilin

Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs

Yeah I can’t hold up a conversation

I think I know the one who lost is me

Yeah I know that you’re losing patience

You love to fuck me up you know it’s free

Yeah you know that im not worth saving

Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave

When I fall will you just laugh and film it

Im looking back at you with those perfect eyes

Cus every time I see you a little part of me dies

Cus im fucked up, bad luck, lost to the bad drugs

Im giving in easily immediately using

It’s a shame that the light insid is just a bit dim

Not working like it used to

Abused through usd through

Barley landed on my feet most times I wish I never made it out alive

All get is the dial tone when I call you

All I get was never enough when I fall through

Take it or leave it, I am what I am

Yeah im worthless, disgusting, you say its just all in my head

Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs

I think I know the one who lost is me

You love to fuck me up you know it’s free

Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave