Spread Me All over Illinois - Real Friends

Change, holds me down to the places I don’t want to be

When I wake up,

I look in the mirror and I see,

The person that’s been scaring me away from moving on

And getting out of my head

I end my nights in the same spot

That I told myself I would leave

I would have thought moving out would be,

Like it was before I left

I’m starting to see

But I keep living alone in the past

Since loneliness will never leave my mind

I can’t shake it off

Always a fight between my past

My head and my heart

You can cut me up

And spread me all over Illinois

I can’t

I can’t find myself

This loneliness will never leave my mind

I’m stuck and I feel like I’m the only one

I end my nights in the same spot

That I told myself I would leave

I would have thought moving out would be,

Like it was before I left

I’m starting to see

But I keep living alone in the past

Since loneliness will never leave my mind

Did I get left behind

Or is everybody else just hiding that they’re lost

Loneliness will never leave my mind

Loneliness will never leave my mind

Did I get left behind

Or is everybody else just hiding that they’re lost