A Numbness - Rarity

Misdirected, you’re on the side of the street

Where are all of the friends you just couldn’t keep

Where are the ones that watched you decay?

Stare the numbers in the face until your soul goes grey

Bottled up I fake it take the pressure

Holding onto this won’t make it better

A numbness, reluctance, wasting away

They’re gonna move out, they’re gonna drive away

Get in car accidents and graduate

They’ll decipher what plans to turn to next

While I’m stationery trying to accept

The fact that I stood still while they’re moving along

Cause I have nothing to show for the days that I lost

Accepting I’m past my prime

Accepting the guilt for my diminishing life

A numbness, reluctance

Wasting away my innocence

Struggle to breathe at the thought of the end

But I bite my tongue, turn my back and run to just give in

Where’d the days go?

Repetition you’re used to

I can’t help myself this time

A numbness, reluctance

Wasting away my innocence

Struggle to breathe at the thought of the end

But I bite my tongue, turn my back and run to just give in