Dead Meat - Prison

Hurt

Kill

I’ve been trying to find my friends

But I forgot they’re all in my head

I’ve been trying to kill myself

But I forgot I’m already dead

And I would die a thousand deaths

Before I’d live again

I could have eternal life

But I choose death instead

I choose death

Or did death choose me?

I’ve been looking around

And all I see is sanity

Where did I go wrong?

What is this secret you keep?

Why am I so weak?

What is this sickness in my speech?

I’ve been trying to look myself in the mirror and say

That I’m okay with who I am and where I’ve been and what I’ve done

But I’m such a bad liar

I’ve been trying to look myself in the mirror and say

That it’s okay, that I’m still straight, that I’m just fine

But I don’t trust this tongue of mine

Do it

Kill

Face down on the concrete

I always said I’d never shed a tear for dead meat