acceptance - polearm

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I’m saying that I’m so in love

with you

I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with

you

I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me

Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again

You killed me once, I can’t die again

Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck

Feels like I’m down on my luck

Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again

Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again

I am so sick of this shit

Why can’t I just go and forget

That time that we kissd

There is an ache in my hip and

It’s all caus I carry these feelings

I’m counting my blessings

Always said I am the villain

I hope that one day I’m forgiven

I’m feeling the tension

I’m still making songs 'bout depression

And this just another confession

Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems

Never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that I need

You just need to love yourself, don’t worry bout me

You just need to love yourself, don’t worry bout me