In Denial - Pet Shop Boys, Jonathan Harvey, Shell Christian

In denial

No, my life’s a trial

I’m not denying that every little bit hurts

It’s a problem, that I’m not solving

Don’t mind admitting I feel like quitting this job

For a while, Getting away before it gets any worse today

Your in denial, and that is final

Your not admitting, you should be quitting

All these queens and fairies, and muscle Mary’s

The rough trade boyfriend, who

In his pathetic own way denies he gay

Why can’t he see this is a fantasy

I think I’m going mad

How’d you know if your going mad?

Look at me I’m lonely

Look at me I’m sad

I’m not denying, I could be trying, a little harder

to deal with some of this stuff

Know what I’m thinking, less drugs and drinking

No cigarettes, and you’ll feel a little less worth

Is that enough?

my life is absurd

I’m living it upside down

Like a vampire working at night, Sleeping all day

A dad with a girl who knows he’s gay

Can you love me anyway?