Just Some Pain - Perzonal War

I know it well, in fact, I don’t know anything

My so clear answer is just a silent speech

I see through you although my eyes are closed

My bleeding heart is to you exposed

My safe appearance threatens to collapse

What interference sucks off my sap?

While I listen close to you

My mind is somewhere else

Your words: for me an empty phrase

(With so much evidence)

Of course I know, but please, repeat your words

My soul is on fire and this feeling hurts

My safe appearance threatens to collapse

What interference sucks off my sap?

By all this pain inside, this pain inside

I call back those feeling to my mind

By all this pain inside, this pain inside

I call back the demons of my mind

I lie in your face

In fact I speak the truth

You won’t believe me

That’s for sure

(But I don’t care)

The pain inside, it gives me strength to live

Some kind of love inside of my deepest core

What is it I see?

What is it I feel?