Driver - Perfect Pussy

Watch me, I’m kicking the wall

I’ll break through it before I go

And leave a hole my shape in everything you know

Death comes last to the party

Meanwhile I’m biding my time

So you can’t take your own life

That’s cutting in line

Fear not the big drag

It’s not that you’re going to be lost

It’s just less likely that you’ll be found

Find someone to worship now

The rest is silence, other, outside

Below, beneath, and how —

And petition against your imagination

You don’t know shit about me

Focus on the return to yourself

And the choices you make

Between your pleasure and growing up

Lovely, it’s amazing

How nothing ever changes

I know that hurt can go on forever

It strips the taste from the constellations

I know nothing lasts forever

I know that hurt can go on and on

Cause I eat stress and I shit blood

And buddy, I’ll tell you, it never gets better

When the ache gets too extreme, remember

That this retreat from memory is your right

And nothing’s going to work

Retreat from what you’ve come to know as right

He steps to the dress and my skin

Hell ripped the fucking river open

To some other world they dragged me

I have a history of surrender

Part of a certain set of choices

Found among the many paths

Forged by lies I told myself

Lies like 'I will be protected'

Lies like 'death might forget me'

Like 'home is where I’m never invited'

Like 'my voice provides a light'

Like 'I can have everything I want before I die'