ANTIDEPRESSANT - Paycheck

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah

Everytime look into the past, always come back empty

Everytime I dream about the future, why I feel so empty

I’m just moving steady tryna find my break

In a world, where my life is what they all tryna take

I don’t know when imma start

I wanna know to begin

I wanna look at my life in the future and say that I lived and I always repent

Father I know and I want to forgive but I know that I’m stuck with my sin

That’s cause I always grew up with this conflict inside, it’s fighting

Identity crisis within

But that’s a lie

He says he’s wanting to fight

I say that I am more likely to fly

The Devil is playing these games mind, yeah

I don’t know where Imma go

I don’t know where Imma hide

You see that I built up this tower and built up my pride

But it’ll be gone when I die, yeah

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah

Growing up I never knew what to say

I never knew how to take it

I never knew what to do when these people would tell me to go home and die in

my blanket

I never knew how to fit in

Cause a misfit knows how to standout

But now they got nerves to hit me up while I have made it

Not taking handouts

I never knew I would make it this far

Cause I’m making a change and I’m flipping my cards

And they realized that I had a full flush

So they wanna hop on the wave while I’m being a star

I ain’t there yet but I’ll make it I know I feel it

It’s flowing through all of my veins now

People saying that I’m fake now

But I ask them, why you change now?

Is it because of the money?

Is it because of the fame?

I don’t have either and I don’t care how big I get

I will always be faithful to whom I was made

I’mma stay true to myself

I’mma stay true to the people who gave me a cell

And picked me up whenever I fell

And do that til I’m hearing the ring of the bell

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah

Looking through my camera roll and all I see is has-been's

The future’s looking bright but I’m stuck here in the past tense

Time is always wasted

And my mind’s always racing

Music is my medicine

It’s my antidepressant, yeah