Through Hell - Palisades

I feel like lately I’ve been locked in a cell

I find the pretty things and put them through hell

I might be crazy but I can’t really tell

I find the pretty things and then I put them through hell

Don’t know just what we’ll find

So hold me down and look inside

Today we’re out of time

So brace yourself

I’ll cross the line

So go

I keep pretending I have control

I wear a mask so you’ll never know

I’m bottled up ready to explode

So go

Fucked up but it’s what I need

Finding serenity with the rage inside of me

Shot out

God I pray for peace

But the serenity comes with rage, it sets me free

It’s kinda sick, and I put 'em through hell!

Can’t stop, I’ve burnt the brakes

The price I’ll pay if death awaits

Shut off, the lights resign

The silence now, too hard to find

Fucked up but it’s what I need

Finding serenity with the rage inside of me

Shot out

God I pray for peace

But the serenity comes with rage, it sets me free

Broken

Much like the lock on my cage

I keep a vault in my head

It’s where I keep my insanity

Broken

I know I did this myself

Cause I find the prettiest things

And then I put them through hell

Fucked up but it’s what I need

Oh god will I find my peace?

I need serenity

Is this my serenity?