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Heaven is inside you

Heaven when I ride you

Heaven, do you want me?

Is heaven just in my mind?

Lately I’m noticing unfamiliar faces

On my block, in my circle, them familiar places

And the sun don’t shine like it used to

These rainy days ain’t something that I’m used to

Catching myself swerving in and out of traffic

Ice-grillin' niggas for no reason like I want static

Wifey telling me, «Be a little easy, daddy»

Is that a sign from God because she need me badly?

Crazy wilding, maybe I got a death wish

Blood pressure rising, anxiety got me breathless

Blood ain’t thicker than these waves that I’m riding through

Blood stained my chest as I’m laying in this hospital

Our Father, have mercy on my soul

Ready to die even though the saying gets old

The meek shall inherit the earth, I inherited worse

I inherited a curse for whatever it’s worth

Heaven is inside you

Heaven when I ride you

Heaven, do you want me?

Is heaven just in my mind?

Things just ain’t been the same lately

Faces got crooked, handshakes got shady

My pops said it’s the popularity maybe

Yeah maybe, that don’t really add up to no gravy

Either way I feel I’m following my footsteps

Everywhere I go there go hwere my kids rest

I can’t accept lame niggas trying to stress me

Gotta find a way to design a plan to get free

Caught me speeding with a busted head light

Right through the red light, no time for me to get nice

The liquor probably make a nigga more antsy

Plus I forgot the .45 tucked in my pantry

Need to hit a phone booth, not 'cause I’m Superman

Gotta make a call to tell my kids I wanna hold their hands

Give them one last hug, give mom one last kiss

Shit outta luck, why it got to end like this?

Heaven is inside you

Heaven when I ride you

Heaven, do you want me?

Is heaven just in my mind?