Applaud - Oscar Lang

I’m pulling out my hair

The window’s cracked, and I can feel the evening air

Look into mirrors and try not to stop and stare

The guy I used to know, he’s just not there

I’m forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank facade

A memory of a lifetime when my mind wasn’t so flawed

So I’ll say my bits about it and audience applauds

Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls

I’m overthinking everything, struggling to see

Taking all my steps back just to breathe

Staring off to space

The fear of losing keeps me wide awake

The stress is something that I try to embrace

A fractured whole, I cannot replace

I’m forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank facade

A memory of a lifetime when my mind wasn’t so flawed

So I’ll say my bits about it and audience applauds

Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls

I’m struggling to get it out, words can’t seem to form

Too many things to care about, so I wrote it in this song

Another sleepless morning and nights that seemed too long

'Cause my vision’s way too clouded, thinking, what did I do wrong?