Unwanted Lifestyle - NoCap

I’m alive but I’m actually dying

Loud but I’m actually quiet

Hurt but I’m tryna stay solid

Praying as I speed in this car

Shining but it’s actually dark

My headlights off as I’m driving

Some people’ll kill for this lifestyle that I don’t wanna live no more

I didn’t even cry when Lil E died, I’m thinking that my tears are gone

Heaven sent, I speed through the forest and I don’t hear the tree

Flyer than a hornet but I’m real as I can be, yeah

You can stay here or leave, yeah, I ain’t talking Tylenol

More water than Niagra Falls

Sold codeine outta mama house

When they turn the lights off, all of a sudden I’m heating now

Got rich and now I’m at my dangerousest

Window, I be hanging out, I love how that chopper sound

Sometimes I forget I’m famous

All of a sudden she hit me back then she was dodging me

The dropoff would be quicker but we plan on parking these

Saint Laurent, I’m dripping, bitch, don’t even talk to me

Shouldn’t have to pay for your love but I was told nothing was free

How you wanna be me and I don’t wanna be me?

Remember we was hustling backwards

Now I need six figures for my album

And I count that money with a passion

Try to hide that struggle with the fashion

And my jewelry rose gold like Jalen

Think I’m at peace long as I’m dying faded

My straightjacket Moncler, I’m going crazy

I’m alive but I’m actually dying

Loud but I’m actually quiet

Hurt but I’m tryna stay solid

Praying as I speed in this car

Shining but it’s actually dark

My headlights off as I’m driving

Some people’ll kill for this lifestyle that I don’t wanna live no more

I didn’t even cry when Lil E died, I’m thinking that my tears are gone

When they turn the lights off, all of a sudden I’m heating now

Got rich and now I’m at my dangerousest

Window, I be hanging out, I love how that chopper sound

Sometimes I forget I’m famous