Smitten With You - Nicole Dollanganger

My cheeks go as red as two big cherries

I try to look beautiful for you

Stuffing my dress up with tissues

Hoping you’ll notice but it’s obvious

And get so embarrassed

I’m so smitten with you and everyone knows it

When you’re not around, I clutch my chest and say

I’ll look you in the eyes and not be so god damn shy

But I am, I can’t find the words to speak

But in my dreams, I walk up to you and say

«Do you want a get a milkshake after the show?»

You say «sure» but first I take you to a bathroom stall

Give you a quick handjob and then we go

Walk across the street in the snow to the restaurant

Squeeze beside each other in the seat, share the same straw

Leave my lipstick on the cup and lick the foam off with my tongue

Flirting with the waiter when he comes

Twirling my hair and batting my eyelashes

Like a Hollywood starlet winking at the cameras

And when we go, I wear your coat around my shoulders

And you hold my hand, you walk me home

I take you in, peel off my dress

Throw you on the bed and do everything I imagined I did

When I masturbated and thought about you