Obstructor - Neberu

This is the anthem to my dying world

To all you motherfuckers who was never told

Let me show you what it means to be self-denying and to hate everything what

life seems to be

You think I’m fine because I’m smiling on the outside?

Here’s your access to my inner demise

All time wasted to a lie pounding out of my chest

There’s something in my head pulling me towards my death

I’m a failure, I am nothing, deranged and disgusting

So let me tell you something that I can’t explain

I am the shame of a life that was never really mine

The obstructor of integrity is only me

You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides.

Hypocrisies are

only what we make them to be

I know you are all the same

Living your lives like there’s nothing to blame

But all you cowards make me sick

All these lies, you’re welcome to admit

It’s like I always want to be the worst

Addicted to a inner curse of loving to get hurt

I’m fucking useless

It’s like I always feel the suffering

Addicted to fight inner battles that I’ll never win

I’m so worthless

Hell waits for me

You wear a mask full of scum ignoring all that you’ve done

Don’t try to trick me because we are all exactly the same

We are failures, we are nothing, deranged and disgusting

Only pieces of the puzzle

I am the shame of a life that was never really mine

The obstructor of integrity is only me

You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides.

Hypocrisies are

only what we make them to be