Testimony of a Sick Brain - Mütiilation

None of their so called joy can’t light my apathy

Morbid desires of torture flash in my brain

Wherever I go thoughts of violence prevail

His voice arouse me to create art with flesh

Loneliness support the static depression

When a thousand dreadful sins stick to my mind

I’m becoming stronger drinking your vital wine

Never enough blood to satisfy my sinner’s soul

I show no interest to the common living world

My lustful ecstasy comes from the dead’s kingdom

Years pass as sanity downfalls

Short moments of lucidity rare but unbearable

I live in a world where silence doesn’t exist

The black dog asked me to hush them all

This is my testimony for the mad man to hear

Please someone get those children killed

At every door of hope that close in front of your face

You ask yourself if what kills you is a real sickness

This hostile force to hate the world and God’s creation

Too late to change or evolve, no need to try anymore

Impossible and useless to wait for a cure

Feelings of scorn and reject will corrode the future

Impossible shapes take structure in my mind

I see strange shadows surrounding me at night

Sick and gruesome architecture of my brain’s cells

Distortion of time, values and reason

Knowing it will end by a violent way

I keep on decaying

I live in a world where silence doesn’t exist

The black dog asked me to hush them all

This is my testimony for the blind man to read

People in the future will study and admire my work