it's my turn at the Live Dream - MisterWives

We are thaught to always find the silver lining

To push forward without all the fussing and whining

That theres no rainbows without the rain

But what if right now I need to bask in this pain

Let lose a rage I once used to tame

I see my adolescent rosy cheeks turning gray

The color fades along with my ability to make the right choices

Left is right, right is left, forward is back and I’ve lost my way

My compass broke along with the organ that once kept me alive

When you ripped out my heart did you rip out my eyes

Numbing what’s left of my hollow insides

With poisons and everything my tastebuds despise

But this is a first

I’m spiraling out

Now it’s my turn

To raise hell and be loud

I keep on losing all of my headphones

Blacking out in cars home

Can I face the music alone?

I was always burying my secrets

The demons started creeping

Up along my skin and through my bones

Watch as I’m running away

Just let me go

I’m not gonna stay

Now it’s my turn

To be the crazy one

To finally come undone

To go and let the house just burn

To mess the system up

So I’ma raise a cup

And celebrate until I learn

That you can chase the sun

That you can fake the fun

And all the poison makes it worse

But it’s my turn

It’s my turn

Turn

Turn

Turn

I know you’ve got your versions of the story

I’m sick of saying sorry

I’m sick of always having to explain

Couldn’t breathe underneath all the pressure

So pain, it became pleasure

Living for you, didn’t know my name

Watch as I’m running away

Just let me go

I’m not gonna stay

Now it’s my turn

To be the crazy one

To finally come undone

To go and let the house just burn

To mess the system up

So I’ma raise a cup

And celebrate until I learn

That you can chase the sun

That you can fake the fun

And all the poison makes it worse

But it’s my turn

It’s my turn (Hey)

Turn

Turn

Turn (Hey)

That you can chase the sun

That you can fake the fun

And all the poison makes it worse

But it’s my turn

It’s my turn

Watch as I’m running away

Just let me go

I’m not gonna stay

Now it’s my turn

To be the crazy one

To finally come undone

To go and let the house just burn

To mess the system up

So I’ma raise a cup

And celebrate until I learn

That you can chase the sun

That you can fake the fun

And all the poison makes it worse

But it’s my turn

It’s my turn

Turn

Turn

Turn (Hey)

That you can chase the sun

That you can fake the fun

And all the poison makes it worse

But it’s my turn

It’s my turn